One Day At Office

Another Boring day .. its like, iam sitting on a hot stove .. iam so
restless .. there is nothing here apart from my official mail and my
phone . I don't access to study materials too and iam not sure how
iam going to while away my day .. well.. tried mailing few friends
of mine , but I guess they are busy in their own way and my phone..
is a great company till the battery back up lasts .In fact bought a new
battery but still . it becomes tired soon . The Only difference between
me ad my battery is that it becomes tired after working the whole day
and I become tired by trying to do something.
I listened to a few numbers with the mp3 app in my phone and then
played a mini game.,l time stood still. My other colleagues have
started working on their respective projects , in fact one colleague
leaves only by midnight and the other comes as early as 6 am .. ! Hard
working people and I hardly work.
Iam just hoping this lull shouldn't last long and something good comes
up after this .. as they " There is a lull before a storm"., I hope
there isn't a storm to blow me away , rather a gentle breeze which
gives me time to settle down .
Lot of thoughts are traversing in my mind , some positive , some
negative and some neutral and iam really not sure what to make out of
them and I don't even know why they ,now and then keep popping up
.Its different when you don't have a job and you are idle but when you
are working and then you are made to sit idle , its like you are
running in a slow motion or in a reverse gear while others are fast
forwarding , everything moves slow for you , yes, it appears as though
even Time moves slow and you are made to feel guilty that you are
wasting it . How nice it would be If this time would gets added when
I am running out of time while doing something else ., it like the time
bonus in the racing games I play .
I have all the energy and the enthusiasm but without anything to do ,
iam withering away my energy and enthusiasm as a rose withers away her
petals In autumn ! .